A beautiful story, Genka. My partner and I have traveled in Bulgaria two times and have plans to head back again this winter. One thing I noticed was a strong connection to the earth that many of you share. I loved walking by houses and eyeing up the gardens with beautiful flowers and food growing in them. Plus, the farmers markets out in the countryside were to die for! I'm so happy that your dark cloud has been lifted. Plants will heal a person if they can see them.