Lovely story Alyssa. I'm a recovered 'ball juggler' as well so I know this story all too well. My very first day on my nomadic journey after we finally arrived to our housesit was pure panic. I couldn't help but wonder what the hell I was going to do with myself on this remote beach in Costa Rica. I literally lectured myself and told myself to calm the f down. lol. These days I can sit and do nothing for hours. It's great:)