Ooooof. I can certainly relate to much of this Deborah. I too have my own story of emotional abuse, trauma and miscarriages. It’s not a pretty picture and I’m not sure when I will feel like sharing it. But I’m sure I will someday. I don’t have Netflix but if we did, I think I would be curious about this. Like you, I have rebuilt and have a loving and dedicated partner, so alls well that ends well, I suppose. But man it takes a long time to get over that shit and I’m sure I still am.